Turning 24, no job and living with my parents feels like:

Like a whirlwind, a dark pit in my heart and chest
It feels cloudy, silent like the world has stop spinning but the moon and stars are dancing
Like my rivers no longer flow
Like the birds no longer chirp and the crickets left

Isolating
Lonely
Alone

Love refuses to take a ‘sit

An abandoned house with memories of those that lived here
a lidless toilet bowl
Mold on a pretty mug

Like being stuck in mud with no  help

Like missing the sunset, the breeze too harsh and the rainbow too faint

People talking to you but you only see their mouths moving
Like tomorrow isn’t coming and you’ll perish
Like the sun won’t rise,

Like you,
Like you,
Like you…
Like you failed

Happiest of birthdays to me ❤ To be honest a part of me has given up. I only have despair and fatigue. I can only hope things will change🤗 Anyone wants to pay for my pedicure and manicure?